And the beat goes on.....

Alston and I met with my Doctor about 2 weeks ago for my 6 weeks D&C follow up... was not looking forward to that appointment AT ALL.  I secretly wanted her to tell me something was wrong with me and that she could "fix it"... I don't know how many more times I can go through a loss like this.   So, we go back to see the doctor and she says.... "Your husband has super sperm!"  WHAT?  Yes... she said your egg was fertilized by two sperm... not a good thing.  Thats called an XXY, which means the fetus had 69 chromosomes (23 too many).  She said that its a 1-2% chance it'll happen again, so no need to worry.  She said she strongly believes that the first miscarriage was just a very early miscarriage like most women have their first time and then this one was a very rare case... she encouraged us to not quit.  In fact she said she saw no reason for us to not start trying again!  We have decided after quite a few conversations that we really want to expand our family... we are just going to move forward and let God take control. 

TIMING IS EVERYTHING.....